Maybe, possibly, I am attracting better energy!!!! I am so excited by this because I didn't expect anything today. I really woke up just thinking it would be like always, nothing special.
When I got to school, Maria Garcia gave me a balloon and a rose! Then I got candy, and cards from other students as well. I never get things from my students for Valentine's Day. Also, Max bought me a carnation!!!! These little things made me feel SO GOOD. Loved. I am so grateful for them.
Then, Jonathan came all the way to Cool Springs to give me a Valentine Bag full of thoughtful goodies. We have only been on two dates!!! He was so thoughtful. I was very impressed. Spencer sent me a really nice text as well, which I did not expect.
In my past, I have cried and felt sorry for myself because no one was giving me anything and I was lonely. "Poor poor me" I sort of focused on that. This year, I didn't feel like I "needed" anything to validate me. I didn't feel lonely or lacking and guess what??? I have been flooded with thoughtfulness from the people I care most about. Funny how all that works. Its amazing.
I also sent out V Day texts to everyone I care about and told them so.
So, for me, today was a victory. A validation in positive energy. Namaste.